Ok so after dealing with a vicious and persistent head cold I’m back to working on my website at night. It is coming along, starting to work on the store part of my site now. Not that I have much to sell mind you, but I am still convinced this should will obligate me to working on my art 24/7. God did I just use the 24/7 phrase? Ok it’s time for me to go.
Don’t have much to say today yet I am still posting. Yeah I think it’s pretty stupid also. Been drawing like a mad man lately but just haven’t been happy with one single freakin’ thing. I think I just need to relax and just let it happen. I find myself being all tense and as a result it shows in my work, everything is stiff and forced looking. So tonight I will just try and relax and see what happens.
Man I had one of those days today, I felt like shit and of course as a result I had to do 3 conference calls for work. For the first time in a while I actually found myself leaving the conversation and drifting through my mind. I felt like I was Ed Norton in the insurance meeting in Fight Club. The volume of what everyone was saying was just being slowly turned down, I began thinking of ideas for a drawing. I then realized what was happening, sorta like when your dreaming but you know you are dreaming, but I just held onto it kept the drawing in my head and let everything just pass me by. I guess that what happens when you combine feeling like shit with boring work stuff that seems trivial.
Ok so I gotta admit I vegged out a little. I had every intent on getting right to work on my website….but Rambo II was on damn it! I even caught it at the beginning, so I spent the next hour and a half (or however long that movie is) just watchin’ Rambo and sketching…Rambo. I love that damn movie except for the end, because of that horrible/cheesy song, sung by none other than Frank Stallone. That’s right you read correct… Frank Stallone. I think, no I KNOW I would rather hear a gun going off in my face than to hear that shit. Anyway enough of that back to work.
Ok so I was up until freakin’ 3 in the morning. But its ok because I finally getting off my ass and getting to work. I am really wanting to start up a studio, so I really need to stop letting the little things in life get in my way. So for now back to work.
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